And hyper.
So I decided I might as well be uplifting or positive or something in a blog post, instead of the Omnipresent gloomy mood that I seem to always leave behind.
My life is a swirling non-stop increasing amount of complications.
Not necessarily in a bad way, actually in a mostly a positive way.
There's just a lot going on, maybe too much, but I don't think I would trade that for the world.
My head is my enemy as always, but I think i'll be alright.
I was worried throughout it all, naturally, that I wasn't going to make it or some nonsense like that.
But here I am, borderline insane, and genuinely happy (although i might just be mistaking this overtired state of being for happiness)
But I think when I past a certain point I end up in this good mood, that doesn't go away until I collapse.
I enjoy it, I really do.
In fact, life with it's "i'm going to be scary and all", isn't going to stop me from getting to where I want to be, even if that's only across the street for now, one step at a time right?
So screw my mind, and it's constant, i'm not good enough for you attitude.
and it's constant worrying about the world, and every god dammed person's state of being.
For at least right now, i'm not going to let it win.
Long Live Positivity.
- Kevin.
ps. i'm using this mood as an excuse (while taking full responsibility for this comment) to tell you that there's nothing more I want in the world than to lay down in bed with you for a night, just talking about everything and nothing.
if you read this, please make it happen. :)
pss. this song is making me really happy, despite it being kind of sad.
weird huh.
maybe it's Justin's voice.
everyone want to listen?
My Favorite Accident by Motion City Soundtrack.
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