I Hate.

when teachers point out the fact that im intelligent.
yet the only reason im failing is because i don't do work at home.
it annoys me.
because they tell my mother.
and then i have to deal with like 50 different types of guilt.
that i convert into self loathing.
and i still do not change on the subject.
i just don't do work.
if i fail, then i accept that.
it's my own damn problem.
that i understand.
stop trying to manipulate me into being someone im not.