Sunday, October 18, 2009

My Heart Rips Me Right Open.

so tired.
it's not even funny.
physically and emotionally.
that fact that everytime i try to sleep my spine starts to commit suicide doesn't help at all...

but anyway i really just don't know.
life sucks but its nothing to complain about.
cause its all my fault really.
my heart attaching to so many hearts just as fragile.
and my head hating to get involved.
social suicide is all i know.
even though its harder then it looks.
because everyone has to heal the cuts my words leave behind.
people don't make sense.
but oh well.

lastly i feel as though im losing the people who mean the most.
it's just something i don't need to go though again.
i gotta work on that.
other then that.
i've already given up trying.

"will you pause?
and break my heart..."

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