i have an intense amount of hate for you at the moment.
its weird to me, to feel real anger... idk why though
and if i saw you,
part of me thinks i'd start a fight with you
but i doubt i really would
well, let's count ourself lucky then...
anywayyyy
im tired of the mini fights i have with my best friend all the time now
its no fun, and slightly depressing =/
i wish i wasnt messed up and i'd live like the normal person
so you could be happy with me and i'd make choices that will help with the future.
but at the moment, i just dont want to live like that
i can't drone myself into a normal routine. =/ sorry.
GOOD NEWS.
i saw her again :)
my super amazingly bestest friend ever ;)
i got to hang out with her from like 1am to 3:30am
being with her for that short amount of time is enough to make me happy for a lonnnnng while :)
oh well
i guess i'll be satisfied being happy for awhile :)
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