But There's Still Tomorrow, Forget The Sorrow

i fail at everything.
i want to do.
i can't sing,
i can barely play guitar,
i can't write anything worthwhile,
i can't ever amount to anything.
and fuck this attitude.
it wont get me anywhere.
but fuck me too
cause i'm sick of fucking myself over.
i hate myself even more cause i let you go.
now i dont have anyone to help me through the weeknights.
cause i'm a fucking idiot.
and now i want to die.
even more so then ever.
i dont deserve life.
i dont deserve anyone.
i dont deserve myself.
please just let me die.
i'm willing and ready.
i'm just not willing to say goodbye.

so i'll just say i'm here for now.