I learned how to blog through text so...
Idk.
Its late
I lost an hour
So I'm fucked...
But I'm being good about it
And am laying down
Practicing guitar
With just my candle lighting the room.
This is where I feel at home...

I decided I don't want to change.
I realize staying how I am is completely self destructive and it will kill me.
But I don't want to be any different.
I am who I am. the end
And I also realized
That as long as I bleed, because I choose to I won't grow up.
At least.
I hope so..

I guess in the end
I just wish
Someone could understand
What it feels like
To love everyone
Even those you haven't met
yet to not even care about yourself
At all..

Btw.
I'm in love with Avril Lavigne.
"it doesn't really matter how I feel inside, this life is like a game sometimes" - Naked - Avril Lavigne