i'm afraid, i'm afraid, afraid, GHOST!

i see you almost every day now.
and i can do it without panicing now.
it's good.
your from a part of my life i wish to forget
but your there.
and when you choose to interact with me.
i will react.
thats how it goes.

you frustrate me lately.
which is surprising.
because you never used to,
oh well.
grow up a bit
and accept the gift thats been given to you.
cause your pissing me off by doing what your doing.

anyway.
i can't wait to see em this weekend
if her mother will let her escapeee
which is actually likely.
:)
hopefullyyy
anyway.

as always
Nirvana's amazing.
3 Kurt Cobain posters up now.
and 1 Nirvana one.
they were amazing live
this DVD of them is amazing.
especially when they joke around.
and the ending is fucking epic.
anyway im gone.
peace.
i'm gonna write more songs.
while doing what?
listening to Nirvana obv.
good inspiration.
different style to try out.
lets see where my emotions go.
byes

"beat me out of me"