IIIIII Can't Kiss Molly's Lips.

well im not sure if i want tooo.
because well she's my cousin xD
anywayy
it's okay to find your cousins attractive right?
lololol
emily once asked me that.
and i said yes.
anywayy
the 1 or 2 people who know will be like "Kevinnnnn"
then sigh and shake there head.
lol cept
only 1 of them will read this and know what the fuck im talking aboutttt
anywayyyy
speaking of whichhh i need to chill with molly
i think i am doing this, this weekend with her and linds
tis fun?
hopefulllyyyy
anywayyyy
people are lame with the no blogging thing.
i think i might beat them up.
AND I HAVE THE BIGGEST FUCKING HEADACHE IN THE WORLD
its one of those i get when my eye starts pulseing and my head starts to feel like a hand grenade is going off every second.
and when i walk i almost collapse because of it.
anyyyway i can't thinkkk
nor can i see
O.o
wow i dont know
oh and my stummy has been killing itself lately.
and idk i am in no way healthy.
nor will i ever be.
hnmmm
maybe no school for me.
cause i think i need to do like 332432432 homework assignments for friday
but i might not do them anyway
i mean im failing like 3 or 4 classes.
so whatever.
im not going to be able to succeed (i killed the spelling on that i think) even if i try.
so like whatever.
im gonna fail first quarter.
get the living hell yelled at by mother.
and get fucked over
lose friend privledges including the band
possibly alot more shit taken away from me.
get called a failure.
and bleh.
whatever
be prepared to be depressed Kevin.
ok.

OH!
and im really proud of em for beating the shit out of that guy at school:)
for constantly making fun of her arm.
even though we prolly wont be able to hang out this weekend now.
but it's fine
i'm still very proud of her.

speaking of which.....
it scares me at the level she's been scarred.
cause i think it surpasses my scarring from the past.
cause i wouldnt be able to live through what she did.
it's just another thing to look up to her for...