Why aren't you here
Why are you here
I can't decide
Where I want you
Who I want you
How I want you
Will I want you
After tonight
I'm feeling empty
Empty feelings
Are the same
Aren't the same
As one plus one
That's how I feel
I want to be alone
But I want to see you
Hear you, feel you
You're something in my head
That you're not outside
or so it seems
There's nothing to this
That hasn't been said
By someone greater than I
in a myth about a girl
Who had to much to watch out for
And let it all out
HOPE IS GONE
HOPE IS LOST
Or is it now
just something more to look for
Just something more to cry for
Like my eyes bled
I'm hiding now
From a darkness so unattainable
I've lost it now
before a light so heavenly
I don't understand a thing
please let me understand
I WANT TO UNDERSTAND
I WANT TO FEEL
Like a whore who rules the world
Like a politician who fucks the world
Like a dead man smiling
I'm smiling
For you
Just please
Let me be
insane
Or am I sane
or is sanity undefinable
Like love
At least my love
is a poison
Hurting me and you
Like the stem of a rose
I don't want to be grabbed
No I just want to be admired
Like a silhouette on fire
No fuck that I want to be grabbed
And shakedown to the ground
I DON'T WANT TO BE FREE
Release me
And leave me be.
PLEASE BERATE ME
PLEASE BESEECH ME E
WHY DON'T YOU
HOW COULD YOU
WANT ME TO
WITH ME TO
WISH I WAS
COULD HAVE BEEN
LEAVE ME BE
LEAVE ME BE
LEAVE ME BE
LEAVE ME BE
LET ME BE
LET ME BE
LET ME BE
LET ME BE
I'm afraid
To be alone