I hate this having no one to talk to thing,
I feel like screaming,
I wish I knew why Kyle has been ignoring me for the past 2 weeks.

i'm going insane.
fuck.

Unchanging

I need to come to terms with the fact, that I could stay this way forever.

I'm so fucking terrified of the future.
I can't handle everything that I'm putting on my shoulders.
I'm dragging myself down, and I don't know of I can find my way back up.

Pasts.

Occasionally, I miss you.
Even though there was a lot of bad.
The good is all I can remember.
So yeah, life marches on.

"it's whatever"

when something bothers me.
I just deflect and ignore.
and with the way things are going.
I don't think I like you anymore.
so you get what you wanted all along.
congrats.